been having strange, very memorable dreams. this one started flying away when my phone alarm went off.
but i remember that i was reading a book and following the advice, which said i would DO things i wanted to do now. stop being afraid. stop not starting...wish i could remember name & author so i could finish it. maybe i am the author?

December?

I don't know how this happens... time flying, i mean. And people leaving. 4 friends, most of whom i haven't seen in a while, but still people who touched my life...dead. in a space of 3 weeks. 2, possibly 3, by their own hand. one quickly, 2 slowly, over time. and one friend (for almost half my life) just decided to bail... with lame excuses... sad time.
also saw one friend at the project homeless alliance to-do - in the homeless line.

merry fucking christmas

what was that about spring?

october 15. rain, gloom....
where did that last half of a year go???

carried away

i do so love spring, but is it possible to take it s l o w e r ???? no, i thought not.
totally out of commission today from cutting down trees, unloading a million bricks and helping matt move boxes to storage last night.
leftover pain meds & wine, no constructive stuff today!!!

plan B, as usual

Monday, cheekwood still didn't get my background check back.... and not gonna do the security thing.
seemed like a good idea at the time....
so sitting around, waiting to go to work.
got the whole adobe cs3 suite back in this computer, thanks to my friend, kris and his friend...
after this 9 month old HP died already...
now go use it!

2009

how did it get this far...2009? yikes.
i said i would pick up my journaling again, 2 years ago. so let's start now???
teaching another basic computer class at cohn, may try to show them this, if we get this far...16 hours is not enough..

got hired at cheekwood, pineapple room, start friday. also have interview tomorrow for rock solid security. !!!! how odd. saw bart & roach at convention center friday, right before i walked out on the stupid temp gig. let you know how that goes!!